I'm gonna change everything.

And it’s all for her. Bad idea? Good idea? Time will tell.

What do I have to lose?

in the hour between the last post and now

i’ve made a handful of phone calls, and i’m crying because i was ditched. 

but apparently now she’s coming. yeah it’s 2:41 in the morning. i have school tomorrow.

fuck. me.

my name is sarah.

kourtney is coming to get me and we’re getting hot chocolate. i am really fucking dumb, and a fucking pawn in her game.

i just really like her.

disaster. ohhhh god what am i doing.

i'm. fucking. stupid.

i don’t get in ruts like this. i don’t let stuff get to me like this.

fuck fuck fuck it hurts. god fucking damnit.

All I know is that you’re so nice
You’re the nicest thing I’ve seen
I wish that we could give it a go
See if we could be something

I wish I was your favourite girl
I wish you thought I was the reason you are in the world
I wish my smile was your favourite kind of smile
I wish the way that I dressed was your favourite kind of style

I wish you couldn’t figure me out
But you’d always wanna know what I was about
I wish you’d hold my hand
When I was upset
I wish you’d never forget
The look on my face when we first met

I wish you had a favourite beauty spot
That you loved secretly
‘Cause it was on a hidden bit
That nobody else could see
Basically, I wish that you loved me
I wish that you needed me
I wish that you knew when I said two sugars,
Actually I meant three

I wish that without me your heart would break
I wish that without me you’d be spending the rest of your nights awake
I wish that without me you couldn’t eat
I wish I was the last thing on your mind before you went to sleep

Look, all I know is that you’re the nicest thing I’ve ever seen
And I wish that we could see if we could be something
Yeah I wish that we could see if we could be something

haha haley, i love you. you're a sweetheart.

haha but unlike you, i’ll be a rude son of a bitch and not care. :) but i like you cause you care.

hang out soonnnnn.

@haileybedel

jennallis:

Heres people from our school!

(:

Ellen - http://ellen-louise-xo.tumblr.com/ she made hers yesterday!

Hayley Detisch - http://shshivers.tumblr.com/

Marc - http://lazyafternoon.tumblr.com/

Emma Clixby - http://cottonmonster.tumblr.com/

Sarah Burns - http://leftovernews.tumblr.com/

Carly Weaver! - http://carlweave.tumblr.com/ 

i don’t know hailey, and i don’t plan on getting to know her. i don’t like hardly anyone at highlands, and i’d rather my information not get passed around, especially since i post really private stuff here. i understand it’s a public site, but i’d rather not have people subscribing to my life. i got a tumblr over a year ago, and emma got one. then my brother. then some friends of mine, some friends of his, and now it’s becoming a trend, and i’m not happy about it, but whatever i’ll deal. but to put it simply, i don’t care about these random peoples lives unless otherwise stated, and i don’t want them to care about mine. so let’s not pass information around, unless you have permission. 

Oh hey highlands?

Gtfo tumblr. I don’t care about your life, if I did, I’d make sure you were in mine.

Unsure why people I don’t know are following me, but whatever. Hope I’m entertaining.

I miss the most intimate moments with you.

You’ve probably already fucked her. You’re a slut.. And I hate you for it.

Can we go back in time?